Peace Within Myself

It's been a few weeks since I wrote on my Blog. During that time I've felt more sick with symptoms of heart failure. I tend to cover them up with higher doses of ativan and extra strength Advil. 


I think I've found peace with my inner self. I'm prepared to accept what I am, who I am and positively move forward. 
At one time I offered up my soul to the devil and he did not accept it. It is my belief now that if there is no devil then there is no Lord God in the sense that we like to believe. The god we know is what we make of him and is only in our heart. So I have found my  God.  
"How does anyone find inner peace?"
I am who I am. I am not you, and you are not me.
My life journey has taken me across hillsides, caves and jungles. Whereas yours may take you along the ocean shore. I am me, as you are you. I am not to be compared to you and you are not to be compared to me. God has designed me as he has designed you to be who he means for you and I to be. He alone is our author. Release all toxic gases from your mind, spirit, heart, body and soul. Breathe...
THE SERENITY PRAYER
God, grant me the SERENITY to accept the things I cannot change COURAGE to change the things I can and WISDOM to know the difference.
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John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you, my peace I give to you: my peace is different than what the world gives. Do not let your heart be troubled nor be afraid."
Until one has found THE PRINCE OF PEACE they will never truly HAVE PEACE inside. When you are at PEACE with GOD then you will be a peace with self and others. 

I'm prepared to die, I will no longer look for help to stay alive as long as I serve no other purpose. 

"Yeah thought I walk through the valley in the shadow of Death, I shall feel no evil for I'm still the meanest son of a bitch." quoth the raven. 
I know, this sounds pretty sappy. What can I say..............