Anthony Died

I can't recall if I posted anything about Anthony but just in case I didn't so let it be said and written.

Anthony died about a year ago. He was a young man, 40 years old. He died from prostate cancer. 
This young man was a friend of my daughters when they went through school. 
He came from a hard working Italian family. He worked hard and reaped the rewards. He lived a meaningful social life playing in a band after work on weekends. He was partner in a good company. 

I caught a small blog he had started and he was extremely bitter about the fact he knew he was going to die. He was searching for answers, why him, yet nobody could  console him with the right answer, not even god. 

I use small letters on god because even I have doubts from time to time. Why let a good man die? There are more less deserving people on this earth that should die. 

I have said enough.